Today was a class hike with a guest speaker. I was a little worried as I started out the hike not feeling great. I already have difficulty hearing and trying to pay attention to Belenos switching between wanting to be a puppy in the woods and alerting on me and hear the guest speaker was extremely difficult. I did get the general premise of what they were trying to convey about their experiences in the woods on a spiritual level and that purpose of today’s hike was to be present and notice what we could.
Myself, and two other classmates, immediately had a difficult time keeping the pace set. It made me think back on the days in the military and how we conducted ruck marches and field maneuvers. During training we had interesting conversations on the best ways to conduct these marches. I believe it falls upon intent as to why traveling was occurring to determine the best formation. I recognize more and more that this mindset does not transition to civilian life frequently.

Even though I knew the intention was to be reflective walking, there was absolutely no way I was able to do so at that pace and with others around. As long as I felt obligated to protect and care, I would not be able to relax my guard enough to focus on the spiritual aspect being in nature brings me as when I am alone.

It wasn't long before I recognized one of my classmates was indeed having a medical issue and should be escorted back to the school. If they continued, 

an ambulance was going to be needed. After the hike on the 1st, I was very familiar with which path would bring us to an exit quickest and easiest. Knowing I would be returning to the trails in a few days, I did not mind leaving class to tend to my classmate and friend.

At least Belenos had a great time. It makes me consider that, perhaps, I too should loose myself in the enjoyment of something I like doing whether it is for 3 hours or 3 minutes.